April 21st

So like I said before I WAS trying to stop chewing. I went almost 48 hours without a chew. Well, I broke down and bought a can. I was shaking, and I just needed a chew. This scares the crap out of me, I need to stop. There are some many things that can happen to my body, and I want to be around for when I kids grow up. I am going to keep quiting, and I hope one of these days it takes.

I am still trying to find something, I keep going on interviews but nothing is popping. Every interview I have been on I have not gotten. This just sucks. Yesterday I talked with NW, and I have an interview with them on Thursday morning. I am a little frustrated, because that job would be taking a step backward. It is the exact same thing I did when I worked for MM. But, there is the possibility to make about the same amount of money I am making now. But, it may also mean I don't get to see my family. I believe the hours are 10 to 8, so there would be the possibility for shift differential but that is probably off set by the time factor. It is just a lot to think about right now. My mother talked to a psychic a couple weeks ago, and she said I would find a new job but I would not like it. I keep wondering if the NW job is what she was talking about. I would be perfect for this job, I am sure there are other people who are as qualified as I am, but who knows.

On a happier note, last night my mother and step father bought my son a new bed. I spent about an hour putting it together in our living room. I am looking forward to put it up in his room and getting him used to it. I hope we can get CJ accumulated to the new bed before the new baby gets here. The funny part about the whole thing, a few months ago my mother said something to my wife and I about a new bed. My wife (because it came from my mother) wanted nothing to do with getting my son a new bed. He currently has a convertible crib that he sleeps in, and my wife said we would just convert that and he could still sleep in it. I took an educated look at it, and it made more sense to buy CJ a new bed and put the new baby in his old one. It is going to take some work on my wife and I's part, but I think we can get it done. The problem, is we only have a month and a half to get him used to it. I think we are going to start working on it tomorrow.