You can call me Alexander Dumas

I am tired this evening, so I am going to make this post a short one. First off, I broke down today and rubbed one out while I was working this afternoon. I sat in the bathroom like I had done in the past, waited for everyone to leave and then went about my business. I was in there for a little over an hour, it was not the most pleasant of experiences. I was doing ok, I did not rub one out on Wednesday but today was different. I just got bored sitting at my desk so I decided I need to do it. I will try again tomorrow not to do it. Like I said in the previous post, I will take it one day at a time. I also broke down today on the way back from my doctor's appointment and purchased another can of chewing tobacco. Like with my masturbating problem, I made it a couple of hours without my addiction. Again I will try to do better tomorrow, but it is not looking to good. Now I have a half of a can that needs to get chewed. 

On a side note, today was beggars night in DSM. I sat at my sister-in-law's house and handed out candy while my wife took my two children trick or treating. Then we went over to my sister's house and walked around her neighborhood trick or treating. It was nice to be outside walking around with my children. I really do enjoy being outside and active with my children. Carter (my 7 year old) was Jack Skellington from "The Nightmare Before Christmas", Kuper (my 5 year old) was Marshal from "Paw Patrol". They both looked awesome in their costumes, and had a really good time trick or treating. There was actually one woman who was really impressed with Kuper and his manners when he went up to one of the houses. I love those boys so much and want to make sure they have the best memories I can give them. I think my wife and I are doing a pretty good so far. Laura seems to have a pretty short fuse with them both, but other than that she is the most amazing mother. I am a very luck man to have 2 great boys and an amazing wife.

That is all for tonight, I want to get to my iPhone games and go to bed. I am one tired boy.